Listcrawler

Okay let me start off by introducing myself. I'm tall (5'9), 27, I'm married, I'm a mom. I work full-time.So here it is. I'm sad. I feel like I have failed and I can't comeback. My husband lives with us and he is trying to save our marriage but Idon't have it in me anymore. I'm struggling I pay everything plus having to do side jobs to make ends meet. I'm tired of struggling and doing everything. Also he doesn't have the energy to love me so I gained weight. I'm a BBW and sometimes I feel like I'm too fat. Idk what to do anymore but if I can have a friend at my side I think I can be ok with everything. I get along better with men also please be respectful. I want a friend maybe more butplease don't pressure me.