BREAK ME PLEASE!!

Idk why or howbut I just want it. Im 5ft2, curvy, with pretty melanin skin that matches a caramel drop and plump curly black hair , and full lips. Is this good enough? I want to feel SOMETHING just for a moment and get away from this ghetto reality. I'll give someone the responsibility to do it to me , to make me feel something.Be take-charge with me , aggressive, & possessive. Ill fight you back but you'll fight stronger and ill eventually give up and submit. Unravel all over you. Sorry, wasn't trying to be poetic or anything just being genuine. If anyone is curious, get at me and write me something that makes me want to reply backdon't just send a eggplant pic and say " sowhen are you free" cause that's the quickest way to get dubbedI also have to be very discrete and don't be nervous to write me , im twice as nervous to talk to anyone on here and I always find old ass dirt white serial-killer looking ppl on here and thats not what I want. Plz just...be attractive.Thanks yall. Just do it. Hope to hear from you soon.